Making Goodness Fashionable...

I know that it has been a while since I had last visited my blog but I have an excuse! My computer hasn't had internet for almost a month now so I have never had the opportunity to talk. I see a little update is appropriate for now. I just finished y first semester and practically failed every class. Not to be big headed about this but I actually am a bright person. Even when it comes to school. I just have a problem of motivation. If I am not doing well with myself or God I get sloppy and lazy and don't even bother to do my homework. But I have been sick of being given the lectures of grounding and discipline , sop I'm planning on doing better this semester. You could even call it turning over a new leaf. But my relationship with Jesus right now isn't as great. At the moment I am comfortable. Now comfort isn't a good thing. As a supposable "disciple" for Jesus and his word I should be striving for more, never being satisfied, and pleading at the word of God. But lately it hasn't been that way. I know it should be but its not. I have been coming to some harsh realities from my past that have caught up with me and its not a pretty picture. But then there's my nephew Tyson. A reminder of God's miraculous power. God's signature of amazement. He's getting dedicated on Sunday, and I pray that He will be given amazing gifts and be a strong man of God when he is older. This post is pretty much just a ramble. Its been hard for me to stick to one subject but for now ill just leave it at that.